Awhile ago, I wrote about my novel-in-perpetuum, Porn Happy, a post in which I expressed what I would now refer to as my fantasy that John Chance, the bad man about which I've sometimes written, was the real main character of my novel. Writing about porn stars has caused me to realize it is far more likely Happy Darling, the porn star of the novel, is my main character. In a way, I've spent a long time distancing myself from porn stars. I'd say that's because they're like looking in the mirror.
